A half-marathon has been on my bucket list for several years. I finally checked it off my list a few weeks ago! Training for a half-marathon is a huge commitment and requires lots of discipline and perseverance. I am not the best with commitment, discipline, or perseverance. I am, on the other hand, really good at excuses and quitting. I am also a big scaredy cat and do not like to participate in activities in which I might not do well. That is nothing by PRIDE...the ugly side of pride.
My theme for the last six months or so has been Joshua 1:9: "Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified, do not be discouraged. For the Lord your God will be with you where ever you go." My word for 2014 is "finish." I am so bad about not finishing what I start. I have a half upholstered chair in my bedroom. It's been that way for over 6 months!

By the grace of God and awesome running friends, I finished all of my training and completed the half marathon in 2:30:27. It wasn't pretty. I even had to walk some of the last 3/4 miles. I did not walk during any part of my training so this was very disappointing for me. Disappointment followed me for several days after the half. I thought about all of the "what ifs" that would have made my time or mental focus better. Instead of enjoying my accomplishment, I had a little pity party about how it wasn't good enough. I battled blisters the last couple of months of my training and they hurt terribly after mile 7/8 during the race. My hurting feet were definitely a mental and physical distraction.
This little guy was the best cheerleader. He was so proud of his momma. It was an awesome feeling to see him and Darren at the finish line.
We also enjoyed some fun in the sun. It was a beautiful weekend to be at the beach. I cannot believe how much Nate stayed in the water. It was like ice, no kidding. But it didn't slow him down.
Tomorrow will be four weeks since the race. I have a much better attitude about my performance and finish. I am still running and honestly couldn't imagine not running a few days each week. I have grown to love it, I just don't know if I love distances over 8 miles. Running has made me more disciplined in many areas of my life, which I am very grateful. Now I just have to decide if there will ever be another half marathon in my future. Maybe?